| OMEDETOOOO~~~~ |
[21 Oct 2006|06:52pm] |
I'm a bit late, 'cause I was not at home (>w< Sorry!!) but I didn't forget!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) baka_jeeze!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish you all the best!!! >w< And I hope this year we can meet sometime, ne!!!
*Tons of hugs*
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| All day sewing -_- |
[17 Oct 2006|07:58pm] |
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OMG the new D CD!!! *O* Asagi's voice grabs you from the esophagus and rips it out of you >w< I absolute adore his voice... and I just hope them not to disband 'till I see them!! XDDD
I'm stressed as always at this date... I can't help it, even having less commisions than past year, I'll be sewing till the last day, I'm sure... At least I have my holydays to spend sewing and sewing -_- How great... I don't like sewing so much than before -_-
I'm about to move at last!!! Just waiting to my parents to come this weekend and help me carrying all my boxes by car to my new house xDDD I have almost everything I need there already, so *O* Leaving this hell and my beloved grandmother!!
Well... I'm going to sew again, just having a break... -_-
Oh, and I want to post this pic... 'cause I have no words else to say to show how I love you both! ;P
Let's make a wonderful Naito, ne!!! *O*
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| Weekend "Review" |
[10 Oct 2006|01:45pm] |
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I'm in shock yet xDDD
Last weekend was some kind of magical ^^; Friday was my birthday and I had TONS of great presents from my friends!!! I'm still can't believe it... I had a tiny feeling of 'I don't deserve all this' all the time, but I tried to forget it and enjoy the moment...
( Look! )
Saturday was Keloid Live... Our guitarist and drummer quit three weeks ago, so we had to do this live with support members and having just 5 days for rehearshal... And it sounded great!! The guitar was really amazing, I never imagined to play with such a great sound. I think I can say it was our best live 'till now...
And of course I want to say a huge THANK YOU to our staff, 'cause they suffered our stress and my bad mood before the live^^;
Then, before the last song, everybody sang Happy Birthday to me and they gave me a postcard, a cake and some presents >w< It was really emotive >w<
I just have a pair of pics:
( Wanna see? )
Sunday was a calm day, we saw videos and ate pizza like normal people do XDDDDD But I enjoyed a lot too, I had a lot of fun!
And then... Monday -_- I hate going to class, but well... I have to do it... At least I started my cosplay and next weekend I have the rest of my holydays so I can sew a lot! ^^
My house is almost finished, I just need some things to got there definitely!!! >w< I'm nervous xDDDD But if I stay in this house my cousin will eat my japanese cookies again ¬¬ (Fucking Dudley ¬¬) and my grandma will say 'Poor boy' again, so... before I end up killing someone, I will go to my totally new and full of light house! NYA!!
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| Omedeeetoooooooouuu~~~~ |
[01 Oct 2006|03:21am] |
おめでとう誕生日, esnekaさん!!!!!
Your days will become better days 'cause you deserve it and sometimes life can be fair ^^
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| Never Rebellion |
[23 Sep 2006|12:53pm] |
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When time comes to decide, again the sun rises
In the midst of tyranny, blood floods
Moving on without regrets to the next World in mind
That small fragment of uncertainty
Hiding eyes filled with discontent behind the palm of the hand
Searching for a tiny miracle
Creating and searching
For uncivilized days
Imagining and searching
For wonderful days
Right Creation
Left Open up
Hands Carry out
Say
follow me crowd
We will attain
[A new road will be born]
Concern linked together
That artifical feeling
Collapsing and disappearing into the skies
Nothing will change
Love will remain the same
Wavering... my back against... the sun...
from now... passing... the moment...
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And I'll keep looking for wonderful days, knowing the only one that make this times bad it's me, incomplete and guilty. I know it will pass, and it will come to dissapear again, 'cause that's life.
And I'm wearing out knowing nothing and knowing everything, thinking the worst all the time 'cause it's the only way to have good news.
What happened to me? Since when I'm that weak? Life can be really easy but I'm doing it difficult.
I just hope everything to be ok. Just ok, I'm not longing for paradises.
And what would happen if it's nothing more than resign oneself?
I'm sorry, but I can't
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| Auto Mechanism of Isolation |
[12 Sep 2006|01:04am] |
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My weapons that you knew time ago will turn against you, and looking at them from the other side are even more scary, I warn you.
誰も不可欠じゃない
Just me.
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[25 Aug 2006|02:48am] |
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Just lend me a minute of long-time-ago memories...
Sunrise… You stand on the windowsill.
When touched, you turn into one thousand tears.
Sunset… As if to melt the icy moon…
…You are a lonely Venus, pointing a lighter to the darkness.
Where you live is a jail of sadness.
And no one can free you from there, but…
Trembling Cherry
I will softly kiss you and let you sleep.
The breaths that slide along the night are a fairy dance
Beloved Cherry
You begin to fall from this whirling planet.
But if I can protect your dreams…
Then I will catch you.
Midnight... the carnival that your memory brings up…
…is a fake lonely circus that holds you captive.
That is because people are…
…much more fragile than they realize.
Distressed Cherry
I hope the secret waves take you far away.
The waterfall that shines in your hair are fairy stones
Beloved Cherry
The nude portrait I saw of your weak heart…
…was so beautiful and brilliant...
…that I turned my eyes away.
If up at Heaven,
Blazes of fire fall,
Then burn on.
Turn everything to ash. Even fate.
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| I'm alive! |
[02 Aug 2006|12:12am] |
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My holidays ended... I spent 5 days at my old city. Oh god, how I miss the sea... T_T Though I was 10 years old (more or less) when I left, I really miss the sea, the cold, and the green places A LOT. Luckyly I have friends there, so I can back everytime I want... I'm planning a fast visit again in September ó_ò I need to walk all over the beach at 2:00 a.m...
Summer goes on... My moving's delayed to both bathroom and kitchen to be remodeled... But everything's started now, so in less than a month I hope I can move.
I'm feeling a little odd.
I really need a change in my life, but a big one. I really want to run away from the monotony and the day by day... And I know how to do it, but I don't know if I'll be able, and I can see all the problems it can bring to me... But if I don't do it now, then when? (Can I say don't do? My english is fading away XDDDD)
Dunno... I have so much things in my head right now. And I'm living in a sigh xD
And say byebye to my hair... This week I'll go to the hairdresser, and don't know exactly what to do... And I'll take a new piercing, this time on the eyebrow, yay! That's me! And I love my keitai *O* (An excuse to put a pic of me that I like! Oh!)
Now I want to start the cosplay frenzy for Barcelona con... So I'm more or less decided for a Hitsugi and a Kisaki... But right now I'm considering two Hitsugis... ó_ò And I said I didn't want to make a Hitsu again, but I can't resist >_< I know for sure I'll do Anima... (A way to say thanks to that pic of his back xDDD)
BTW! XDDD I forgot to make some kind of review or something from our last concert (a month ago!)... I lost my voice -_-, but I was able to finish it ^^; (At least) I made all our costumes, with the help of esneka (Without you I had never been able to finish them.. SO THANK YOU SO MUCH)
( A pair of pics )
The place was great and we had a really good sound staff. But I arrived 2 and a half hours late, with a lot of problems, and with all that stress, it was normal the fact of my voice gone... ^^; But again I enjoyed a lot, and that's the important point.
Nothing more for now... a really long entry, right?
I won't bother you anymore today! See ya~~~~
*EDIT* OMG this video!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQqhTN4INRA&search=hitsugi OMG This boy let me... wordless xDDDDDD
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[16 Jul 2006|10:38pm] |
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Happiness runs definitely faster than me.
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| Months meme |
[09 Jul 2006|05:32pm] |
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Took from esneka
1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt
but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what
others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to
travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned.
Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily
loses confidence. Loves children.
( Pick your month! )
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[24 Jun 2006|12:52pm] |
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Spanish postal service is fucking shit.
I'm so angry I can't stand some things, so I'm sorry...
I'm feeling like five months ago -_- I thought I've never had to feel this way again, but seems I can't live without it.
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| Some news... |
[10 Jun 2006|02:55pm] |
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I'm moving!!! *sings*
At last I'll leave this infernal home to go to... anywhere xD Not, seriously, I'm going to live with a friend in a house near the city center, with a really cheap price and so on ^^ I can't believe I'm going to leave all this...
I know it will be difficult at first, but I think nothing can be worse than living here, ne ó_ò
More things... let's see... Well, I have a SD ^^ His name is Kael, and I hope he's the first of one of my projects, a SD clothes shop (NARCISS), to get some extra money!
Take a look!! He's so pretty T_T
And the last thing... My band has two concerts this month!! *o* 18th in Leganés and 30th in Carabanchel!!! Mite mite! (At the bottom)
I just hope I can be a little happy now but when you've lived almost total happiness, you just... miss it ^^;
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[02 May 2006|04:23pm] |
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Last sunday I was in a meeting here in Madrid of people who like japanese music and so on... It was at 12:00 a.m but we arrived really late 'cause we had to finish our costumes... >.< I don't want more one-night cosplays!! >_< I get really nervous xD
Almost all the people was kind (but a brat who categorized my band as fucking shit...XD I didn't heard him anyway XD) and I had a good time ^^
I'm going to show you some cosplay pics 'cause I don't have any from the meeting itself ^^;
( Behind the cut! )
I can't believe I don't have to go to work today!! Nor yesterday!! *o* I almost forgot the feeling of three days without working! XDDD
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| Keloid Live |
[19 Apr 2006|11:38pm] |
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I'm going to upload some live pics, so...( Cross the Line! )
All pics taken by Esneka (Thanks!!! ^^)
Hope you like them!
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[19 Apr 2006|02:14am] |
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I'm alive, more or less...
I've been a month without pc, and to fix it on, my father deleted everything in it -_-
A lot of things had happened, but I'm ok now ^^ Re-taking my normal life or something!
Jeeze, I'm very sorry 'bout can't meet you, 'cause I really wanted to! Seems like it's impossible to us to meet, going to the countries but not to the cities xDD I hope we can meet soon in some neutral place!!
My band re-debuted with the new drummer on 8th in a great live house! The sound was amazing, and though the concert was not perfect, it was not terrible at all ^^ Thanks for coming to all of you!!
Now it seems we're on the road, so we'll do another soon! (I hope so!) I'll post pics as soon as I have a program to resize them!
And that's all for now, just a pair of things I had to tell! Now I have my dear pc working again I'll post some more!
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[15 Mar 2006|02:45am] |
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IT'S MALICE MIZER, NOT MALAIS MAISER, YOU BASTARDS!!! How many times I have to tell you?????
Uhm... I'm relieved now... ^^
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[10 Mar 2006|02:31am] |
andzy_chan, your letter and present arrived!!! *o* THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!! I'm going to write you right now, hope it arrives you, 'cause the letter I sent to baka_jeeze was sent back to me yesterday ¬¬ Perhaps I did something wrong with the adress... so please, Jeeze, if you can send it to me again... to my mail or something... -_-
The Anima with Photobook arrived too *_______________* Too much for my health... It's just... GREAT!!! Now I have to save money for the new dvd and so ¬¬ Stop releasing things, you bastards ¬¬
( We are like Sakura, blooming on April... )
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[02 Mar 2006|12:58am] |
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*Cough*
Boredom make do something like this...
( A pair more )
I'm still thinking noone of Gazetto suits me, but I think I prefer Aoi than Kai XDDDD Anyway, I won't do Aoi cosplay, NO WAY! XDDD
And I think I need a digicam, 'cause those pics are taken with my keitai and sending them it's expensive!!
This week I'm on a magazine! XDD They took me photos when Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince was released here... I don't have a scanner so I can't show you, but it's a group pic with some kids dressed with Hufflepuff robes (¬¬) And the camera-man told me <i>"Stay in the middle and open your robe"</i>. It was a little scary, but everyone there though that my friend and I were around 18 years old... and my friend's 27!! xDDDD It was really fun... I was on TV too ^^; Being a freak will make me famous!
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[11 Feb 2006|03:44pm] |
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Casting Shadows - Underneath the Veil (How goth I am XD) |
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That's the drawing Jeeze sent me!! *_______________* I'd like to put a better pic, but >_< Anyway, I think I need a cable to send pics to my pc, 'cause I have to send them as mms and it's expensive xDDDD
It's just great! *o*
And... I wanna make Hitsugi cosplay again... >w< A pity I had to put off my piercing for the health of my face XDD But at least I know where exactly I have to glue it next time! XDDDD Sadly next con is in... June? O_o I have plenty of time! XD So little con for so big cosplay, I think. But well, I'll do it anyway! *Thinks on start sewing stripes*
And I have to see better pics with the last costume, 'cause it seems GREAT!!! *o*
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